I need you now..

Babe, I need you now..
But you're not here with me..
T______T


You went for your bball again..
Every Tuesday and Thursday..
You can't accompany me for the whole night..
I miss you badly..


DAMN!
I'm flu again..
Luckily, tomorrow is a holiday for me..
I can take a good rest..
But can't meet my babe again..

Today you fall sick..
I'm worried about you..
But I had no chance to visit you..
Sorry babe..


By the way..
Babe..
I really need you much..
Can you come back to my side immediately?
Can you don't go to the bball?
I miss you much..
My tears drop again..
T____T


I NEED YOU BADLY!!!!


P/S:: I MISS YOU..


ENDWITHMISS~

Im back..

Well..
Im back..
=D


Exam not yet finish..
But almost 2 important subjects had pass..
So can relax for awhile..
=)


Nothing special in my lifes..


X-Mas is coming..
Where to celebrate?
I want to celebrate with you..
But I know you want celebrate with your friends..
Haiz..
><
I want a romantic Christmas..

Is the end of the year too..
A lot of things need to throw away..
Buy new things..

I want..........

~ I-phone 4..
~ Nike shoes..
~ Healthy body..
~ Good results..
~ You stay forever with me..
~ Surprise..
~ ETC..



Haiz....................................... ><
After my secondary school life..
What should I do?
A new challenge is coming..


So, now take a good rest first..
Quite tired..
><


P/S: IMY..


ENDWITHPEACE~

扫兴。。

喂。。
你很扫兴叻。。

很讨厌的咯。。
已经不是第一次了啦。。

算。。


现在试着把自己给冷静下来。。
等下尽量去掩饰就好。。
唉。。






讨厌！
做不到就不要说可以啦。。

心很不爽啊。。



你啊！！！！！！！！
真的很扫兴啊！！！！！！！








ENDWITHANGER~

I had a wonderful night with YOU..

Well..
Had been long times I didn't touch my laptop..
Why?
Just keep do revision and lazy too..
Wahahahahaha..xD

Let's count down for 1 more day..
Tuesday is the exam..
Wooohoo...
So fast...
><


Come back to the title..
I had a wonderful night with  ♥YOU♥ ..

You were in my dream yesterday night..
I still remembered..

You're so sweet..
I use friend's mobile phone to contact with you..
You had respond to me..
Woohooo...


Then we keep contact using my friend's mobile phone..
Although you have competition sometimes..

Suddenly, one day you called my friend..
Then I answer the call..
I heard your voice..
Until now..
It's still very clear in my mind..

Oh no!!


You're damn sweet    ♥ TBH♥
I'm in love with you..

When I woke up..
I felt so sweet too..
I wish the dream can continue and happen in everynight..
ILY
♥

I don't even wanna to wake up and leave you.. T___T
 
That's all about my dream..
I should accept the fact..
But still wish to meet you in one day..
=)
 
 
 
P/S:: GAMBATEH!!
 
 
ENDWITHSMILE~

是否？

是否要我离开后，你才会珍惜？

是否要等到你流泪时，你才会挽留？

是否有为我想过？

是否曾经深深的爱过我？

是否觉得我有哪里还不够好？

是否我不是你要的人？
是否你从不觉得心痛？

是否你从不惭愧？

是否你从不后悔？

是否能被你更宠爱？

是否能再次回到你的怀抱？
















Can I?

I have many questions to ask you?

Can you come back to my side immediately?

I don't want you hang out with your friends tonight..

I want to solve the problem..

Although I know can't solve it in the short times..

But I must did it..

I need time to do revision for my coming exam..

Do you know you ruined all my moods and things?

You don't know!

You need friends..

You don't need me at the moment..

I don't know what can I wrote..

I don't even know what am I thinking now..














You just treat me like a FOOL!!!

My heartbreak..



ENDWITHNOTHING!!!

你为什么说谎？

你为什么说谎？
为什么骗了我一次又一次？
你可知道我的心有多痛？

如果是别人告诉我。。
我还可以选择不相信。。
但我亲眼看到的东西。。
我能选择什么都当不知道吗？

你知道吗?
当我被心爱的人骗了一又一次的时候，那种感觉是有多么的难受吗？
你可知道我的心有多么的痛？
你会不会心疼每当我的泪落下？

我还记得刚刚的情形。。

当我爸的车经过你的车时，
我看到你手里拿着的是香烟。。

在那一刻，我的人是崩溃了。。
我很想哭。。
但爸在。。
我立刻打给你。。
但不敢说。。
怕泪会不听话。。
唯有忍到回家。。

一打给你。。
才问你那一句。。
你答我‘是’后，泪已经流不停了。。

我知道就算我痛哭就久都好。。
我也是什么都不能做。。
只因我太爱你。。

朋友叫我不要管你将多。。
我什么都可以不要管。。
你要自由。。
我不管。。
但。。
你吸烟
我绝不能不管！

你要我怎样都可以。。
我都会改。。
为什么我只是要你改这样？
你就是改不了？

我知道有一阵子，你已经成功了。。
但为什么你要半途而废？


我就快要考试了。。
你告诉我。。
我是否可以集中去考试啊？
你是我所有的动力。。

可是现在的你毁了。。



苏伟崎！
你可不可以告诉我？
为什么我一次又一次的相信你，你却还要骗我？

是不是越相信你？
被你骗的时候，会更加受伤？


你现在可有听到我的心在哭？
我的心又再次被你狠狠割了一刀。。

就算2年多的感情，又如何？
你还是一样的骗我。。

心流的血。。
比你流的泪更多。。
你可有惭愧过？
难道你要不再理你，你才觉得开心？


我觉得我做的东西。。
都会为你着想。。

你可不可以只是戒掉它？
就当是为了我。。


就算以后你不再属于我。。
我也不想你再吸烟。。


希望你好好的想。。


LIE is always the most hurt for me..
Although you don't even know my heart is bleeding..



P/S:: PLEASE...IM BEGGING YOU..


ENDWITHTEARS~

哭过就好。。

很多事情。。
自己躲起来哭。。
就会好了。。


就算真的告诉你。。
我哭。。
你又会怎样?

你也许只会骂。。
你不喜欢我哭。。

你不会在乎。。
我为什么在哭？

就算知道。。
你不会哄我。。

反而，
只会继续骂我。。

然后，
就吵架。。

最后，
你又要分了。。



很多事情。。
我已经尽量把它掩饰得很好了。。

目的，
只是不想你知道。。

你知道了。。
也不会有任何改变。。

所以全部不开心的事，
自己知道就好。。


你永远不会懂我在哭。。
你永远不会懂我的心在流血。。
你永远不会懂我对你的好。。


现在的我，
真的好想大哭一场。。
然后沉默的离开你。。

我现在好想回家。。
不想你醒来后，
我们又继续吵架。。

我很怕吵架。。
很怕。。
很怕。。

我知道你要的东西
是
自由

但我也想你一直陪我啊。。

可是永远不会有。。


我多么的羡慕其他情侣。。

每天早上。。
男生会以甜蜜的方式把女生给叫起。。
不管是一通电话还是一则信息。。


每晚。。
都有男生的陪伴一起入眠。。


每天有男生给的一个吻。。

每晚睡之前，
能好好的聊电话。。
越久越好。。




还有很多很多很多。。


现在一切一切一切都在改变了。。


以前的你，
是多么的好。。
现在的你。。
不可以说是不好。。
但怎样也不比以前好。。


唉，
时间在走。。
人也在变。。

我唯有接受吧。。


现在把眼泪搽掉。。
什么事也没有发生过。。


毕~

Memang Memang Memang D*L*N..

Memang d*l*n you already..
What you will do again?
Beside sleep?

Still dare to scold me?
What the f*ck??

Really dissapointed on you..
><

Now, you sleep like a pig..
Leave me alone..

Always said that you're very tired..
Oh DAMN!!!


Im gonna to exam..
When I having exam and tuition..
I have no enough time to accompany you..
That's why this few days..
I wanna to bewith you..
But you don't even understanding me..
What the hell????


Did you know what am I thinking?

NO!!
Definitely don't know!

You know how to sleep...
Don't know how to take care your girlfriend at all..

FINE!
Just let you sleep 999999!
Sleep until die also can..
No one will care about you..

I hate you this moment..
SOHWEIQI!!!!


P/S::: PISS OFF!



ENDWITHANGRY~~

You're my KEY..

Actually nothing special for today..
Woke up early went out with family for breakfast..
Long time didn't wake up early already..

After breakfast..
Stay at home..
Surf the net..
Thinking whether want to sign up the DIGI IPHONE plan or not..
Because is quite not bad to say..
I'm thinking..
=/


After that..
Went to my tuition..
Many hours again..
Never mind..
=)


After tuition..
Dinner time..
Hehe..xP

And now I'm sitting in front of the laptop..
Updating my blog..
And watching TV..
=)


Tomorrow is going out to the gathering..
Buy my new number..
Then KEYbaby's mother no need waste so many money to pay his bill.
Tomorrow also KEYbaby's mother birthday..
Happy birthday ya..
Hope you like the present we give..
I will go his house to meet my mama..xD


A little bit upset because of tomorrow gathering..
Because feel like not many people will attend..
Haiz..
=(


P/S::: START REVISION..


ENDWITHPEACE~

I wish you can be at my side as much as possible..

Well..

I think Im gonna regret again..
I had missed the first chance..

Now the second chances is waiting for me..

But I don't think I can attend it..


Lawrence just informed me tomorrow they have camwhore for our team..
KNS..
But he inform me too late..
He should inform me early..

So I can inform my mum..

I'm gonna to miss again..
Moodless..

Just finished talk on phone with my beloved ♥

But just about 4 minutes more..
Not more than 5 minutes..
Well..
I knew you wanna to go out to meet with your friends..
But when I told you..

I'm unhappy..

You just simply comfort me..
Oh no..
Is it the way to comfort your girlfriend, my dear?
Before we ended our talks..
You just told me don't think too much again..
I wish to talk with you as much as possible..

Haiz..

Just let it be..
I know you well..
I keep everything in my heart better than argue..


Look at the calender..
MD had be with you for more than 2 years..

What is your attitude?

You thought I don't know well?
Actually I know what you want..
I endure  as much as I can..

However..
You're still the one that I want..

Love you much..♥Although sometimes we were quarrel with something silly..

In a relationship there will be a quarrel..
If didn't happened any quarrel..
That relationship won't stay for long..

KEY please be appreciate..

A good girlfriend is not easy to get it..

I know Im not perfect enough..

But at least I know Im belongs to you..

Haiz..
Apologize to all KNS members..
Maybe next time will a chance again..
But is hard to gather again..
I know that...
So sorry..
T___T



P/S:: I wish you can be at my side as long as possible..


ENDWITHUPSET~~

毕业了。。

今天这篇就以华语来写吧。。
首先。。
跟昀凯说声生日快乐。。
大个仔咯。。
嘻嘻。。


昨天是我人生中的第二个毕业典礼。。
我的中学生涯就快告一段落了。。

先说昨天的一大早。。
刚到学校不久。。
才发现忘记带礼物，领带和牌。。
第一时间打回家。。
阿姨不肯拿给我。。
幸好老哥耀耀有驾车来。。
我们3L就飞车回家。。
哈哈。。xD
这可说是我们的第一次迟到去学校。。
也将会是最后一次了。。

路途上，我们可开心的很。。
大约8点就回到学校了。。
典礼还没开始。。
我就去厕所搞一搞自己的样貌和衣服。。
回到座位就拍照及观赏他们为我们准备的slide show。。
还不错哦。。
好多回忆浮现在脑海里。。

9点正准时开始。。
废话一轮后，感觉好困哦。。
10点才开始颁文凭。。
看到拿只猪拿文凭时，照片还不错嘛。。
到我时，我的照片可不是那么好看。。

拿了文凭后，就得上台献唱咯。。
个个都哭红了双眼。。
而我眼泪也没有流出来。。
也许在这之前，老师为我们高歌一曲后。。
心情好了。。
所以哭不出来。。
回想我小学6年级时，也没哭。。
本以为中五毕业会哭。。
但竟然没有。。
==

典礼完毕后，大家互相拥抱祝福对方，拍照留念。。
到外去和学长团道别咯。。
希望你们会越做越好。。
别让学长团倒哦。。
加油。。


然后，就去和姐妹们交换礼物。。
我都好喜欢你们送的。。
希望你们也会喜欢我小小的心意。。


过后，3L还有老爸就飞往我们的家--时代广场。。
吃饱后，就保龄的时候来咯。。
昨天还打的蛮差的。。
才拿80分。。
算啦。。
太久没有打了。。
生疏了。。


然后就过金河走走，吃东西和买东西。。
还遇到J.Wing他们。。
有缘分。。
哈哈。。xD


530回家了。。
好累啊。。
不过今天还蛮开心的。。


P/S:: IM GONNA MISS YOU ALL BADLY..


ENDWITHPEACE~

Take bath with orange juice..

Hahaha..xD
My title is it funny enough??
Why say so??

I should thanks to MR.KZ..
You gave me a memorable day..
You poured the orange juice to me accidentaly..
Haha..xD
Im sorry to say that..
I think I make you guilty conscience enuogh..
Sorry ya..
^^


After that..
I cried..
Haha..xD
Why?


Because the white shirt was almost clear to see everythings..
Im scared..
><


I called my aunt..
She don't want to bring my shirt..
><
Then I called my brother..
He brought to me..
But quite late...

Lastly..
I called  my beloved to bring to me..
But his shirt and pants were quite big for me..
He XL... Im  S..
Can you imagine that??

Then I decided I follow him went back to home..
He sent me home to took bath..
After bath..
OH YEA!!!
Is fresh and comfortable..

Then change my shirts and went out to lunch..
It means I p for the half day of school..
My first time..
Quite scary to say..
No experience before..
Hehe..xP
Well..
Today was my last day to school..
So.... TAK KISAH LAH..
Haha..xD


Tomorrow is the graduation day..
That day already come..
Friends, remember to prepare more tissue papers..
Haha..xD


I will miss all of you..
Muackx..
=)


P/S:: I HATE ORANGE JUICE..! haha..xD


ENDWITHPEACE~