A day before final exam..

Tomorrow is my first final exam in my degree life..
Well..
Stress..
Stress..
Stress..

This is the only word that appears in my mind right now..
Although have fully preparation, but it feels like still lack of something..
Maybe physically or mentally..

First paper will be English paper..
The only paper that i will feel afraid of..
I just wish for a pass..

Seriously, this final exam..
I dont wish to get any flying colour results..
I just wish i can pass all the subjects..
40 is the passing mark..

Dear god, please bless me..

Second paper will be business computing..
For sure will score this paper, course work marks help a lot..
Thank god..

Third paper is economic..
Well, this paper..
I have no much confident to talk about it..
I just want a pass please..


Fourth paper - management..
Confident... half half la.. (sorry for my broken english) =p

Last paper account paper..
Is a must for me to pass this paper！

Overall, i just want a pass for this final exam..
First year, sem 1 final..
Thank god..
May god bless me well well well well..


=)

Fantastic Baby!

At this moment..
Im listening Big Bang's Fantastic Baby..
After running man, my study mood is back..

Although i hurt myself..
Although you did not bring me along..
but im fine from now on..

Feel like going to turn back to the old me..
My love for you wont increase and wont decrease anymore..
will just stop here..

Hey guys, introduce a new Hong Kong drama to you guys..

名媛望族



This drama so nice!
Story line is interesting some more..
Love story between every character is just awesome!
Must watch it!


Come back to my life..
Well, still the same..
Try to do revision as much as i can..
I know im been affected by him..
but sooner or later, i wont!!!

Independent!
I will come to you!!

MD, you can do it!

GoodLuck..

Feeling of being a stalker..

Suddenly went to on your fb profile..
Suddenly went to stalked your inbox..
Found 2 person who were used to being important in your life before..

Firstly, i used up almost 45 minutes to read all the messages..
From the start, both of you were so sweet..
Calling each other 'Bi'..
Never call me this before..
I thought you do not like this kind of name..
So sweet..
So jealous..
So envy!
='(
Through all the words you both chat..
I can see how much you love her before..
She did not appreciate you only..

Sometimes i must admit that i am envy..
You treat her so good..
When you guys were in bad argument, you try to comfort her with all your heart..
Try to start a new life with her..
Try to communicate...

At this time, i will think..
Why not us?


Secondly, through the conversation you both had..
I felt that you both had a very sweet, pure and cute relationship..
You guys can talk whatever you want..
At this point, i am not that jealous, envy or what..
Because i believe our relationship is much more better than previous one..

Now, i am the third one..
I am happy when the first day i have you..
I am glad that god give you to me..
I am proud of you..
You're always the best to me..

Since the argument started..
I am worry everyday, every minutes, every seconds..
I wish everything i thought in mind was just an illusion..
I hope the one I am holding right now, is the same person that i used to love from the first day..
Everything you did ..
Hope is :-
from your heart and from your thinking..

Maybe, nowadays..
I am quite sensitive with everything that happened recently..
I dont care is a just a word or an action..
All will affect my thinking and mood..

Seriously, i wish you're still the same person i love!
Please love me!
Please care about me!

Others are coming to grab me away..
Don't think that let me go and to have my happiness..
Without you..
There's no any happiness for me..

I am not your burden..
I am your assistant..

Eujinn,

     As i said, I cant promise you that i am the perfect one in your life..
     But i am the only one who treat you with all my heart...
     They say, if true love exist..
     It wont disappear silently..
     It wont break easily..
     Each of them wont ask to 'break up' immediately or easily..
                                                                                                   
                                                                                                  Your love,
                                                                                                   mendee


I love you..

Our love story..

He is my precious.. Eu-Jinn

We became friends in facebook on 13rd November 2011..
We chit-chat a lot..
Therefore, we know each other very well..

December 2011, english project brings us together..
Hang out quite often..

18th December 2011..
Our first movie - Alvin and the chipmunks at Viva Mall..
We spent time together..
Had a great evening time with you..

30th December 2011..
Celebrated birthday in advance with you at One utama..
Our second movie - Jack & Jill
Accidentally hurt you, made me worried..
A lot of joy when you're with me..

31st December 2011..
Your actual birthday..
Unfortunately, cant celebrate with you..
Wished you at 4pm..because you told me.. you came to this world at this time..=)
12am.. fireworks atart..called you at that time, wish you once again..
You sound happy and grateful..
You like the present i bought to you very much..
Glad to know that..

Banana is the name that we call each other..

In January 2012..
We exceed our friendship, but love not yet reach..
You start care me so much..
I think i had fall for him..

In February 2012..
Our love started growing..
You gave me valentine present - Chocolate..
So sweet!

In March 2012..
Our love non-stop growing..
Last day of march was our best friend birthday..
We went to pub to celebrate her birthday..
First time you hugged me in public and take photo..

1st of April 2012..
April Fool!!
You fooled me..
But it was a meaningful day for us..
We're officially a sweet couple now..
Thank you darling.. =)

In May 2012..
Our love growing rapidly..
We love and appreciate each other very much..
We eat a lot..
That's why we getting fat also together as well..

In June 2012..
Love never end..
We did everything..
We're happy family..

In July 2012..
Love you you..
We're officially graduated..
We finished our foundation..

In August 2012..
Our love vacation started..
Malacca and Kuala Lumpur trip..
On 16th August 2012..
You posted a photo says wanna grow old with me..

In September 2012..
My birthday month..
You treat me as precious princess..
Happy moment never end..

In October 2012..
Love growing slowly, but still love each other..
Uni life started.. might affect our relationship..
I believe.. We can overcome every problems..

In November 2012..
Love with us never lose..
Argument comes.. But because of love.. We forgive and appreciate..

In December 2012..
Your birthday month.. *wait for your surprise*
Obviously, will treat you as my precious king..
Now, we'd been through so many things and problems..
We still holding each other..
We will walk till the end..
I wish the obstacle we having now.. It will disappear silently..

Future..
I wish we can walk till the end..
I wish you're my future husband..
I wish we can overcome everything..

Don't leave me..
I love you, Chan Eu-Jinn

I miss You

1st photo ever..

You're always the banana of my eyes..

On the 30 of November 2012..
I found out that im not the only in your heart..
You still like and miss her..
Why?
I dont know..
You really fell so much on her??
Why not me?
We have in relationship for 8 months..
It shown this 8 months, i did not done anything that could make you forget about her but make you keep be far far away from me..

You're not like last time..
You lost the strength..
You did not care me as much as last time anymore..
You did not love me as much as last time anymore..

I thought our love already stable..
I thought i'm the only one you love..
I thought we will walk till the end..

I never thought you will hate me..
I never thought you doesn't love me anymore..
I never thought you will break and end this relationship..
I never thought i'm your burden..

In the night, we talked for 3 hours on the phone..
We tried to solve problem..
I know you very well..
You dont want have any burden..

I try my best to leave you..
I try my best to make you feel comfortable..
I try my best to pull one of my leg from you..
I try my best do not love you so much anymore!

Why cant you love me more?
Why cant you care me more?

Do you know i love you very much?
I thought my love can make you feel safe, feel warm, feel happy, feel important..

I really cant sleep well in this 2 days..
The 1st night, slept at 2am.. well..it was quite tight..
but suddenly woke at 5am.. I cried..
I know im losing you..
Looking at those pictures we had.. Memories keep coming in my mind..
Viewing our messages.. So sweet and warm..
Every message touches my heart deeply..
Compare to now.. Everything gone..
Short message, no sweet words, no sweet text..
DARLING, this word is getting lesser and lesser in the message..

I am waiting for the chance that you tell me you love me with all your heart..

I am so so so so so painful..
The feeling that you won't know in the rest of your life..

我希望。。
现在的你牵着我的手是真心的。。
现在的你能爱我多一点点
现在的你能疼我多一点点
现在的你能护我多一点点

可以吗？
真心再爱我一遍！

We graduated..

Our 1st dance event..

The day we're couple..

Love the way you kiss me

1st photo in facebook hit more than 100 likes..

Lay on my bed..share everything

1st night date at i-city..